It's not you, it's me (?

I feel like you are leaving me alone
You are moving on with your thoughts, with everything.
And I have nothing compared to that.

I'm week
I'm an idiot
I don't know what to do...

But I wont ask for help

I have too much proud

I hate it

I can't lead with it

I wont show my tears, even if I'm drowning in them